Was it suicide or transition?

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MY DREAM in twilight sleep upon wakening:   I stood in a building on the edge of a cliff, with a window at cliff’s edge.

I agreed to jump from the window into the chasm (without any emotion) with my already deceased husband.  Felt held back by his warm embrace;  but it appeared that two bodies fell – one was not me.  Was it a straw effigy? I watched two bodies falling, thinking that I was going to jump but here I was.

Went to this window (type used in movie ticket sales) to report our deaths.  Was asked the name and ID of the deceased and then was told that the paperwork was put in place and the death certificate would be available in 2 weeks (business as usual).

Was this a sign to start life anew?  Not carrying the baggage of a prior history, just a new personal outlook and goals?

Or had it been a premonition of what the death experience is?  We just watch our body perish and we walk free to discover life afresh in whatever experience we so choose?

 

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About Theresa Geise

I AM an elderly, female. I AM reflecting on this journey and purpose of life as a human being.
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