I follow Oracle Report and today’s report included “GRIEF AND LOSS REVISITED/RE-FRAMED – Mercury is retrograde (appearing to move backward in the sky) and is “revisiting” or coming back to the energetic of “a flag at half-mast in front of a public building.” Mercury discharged this degree on August 19-20. ”
Since the solar new year began on 4/7/2016, I have been keeping a diary/journal. So I page back to my 8/19/16 entry and find that I pulled the Tarot card of 7 Cups – Debauch. (I do not reflect via a tarot card every day, but it can be quite enlightening.) That had the meaning of ‘some deep disappointment has still not been resolved.’ Well, my deepest disappointment is that my husband couldn’t have been cured from cancer The fact that I’m ALONE.
So going down the rabbit hole on that; I questioned ‘How can I change my present situation?.’ And drew another tarot card: 0 (Zero) – The Fool. “You are ready for a new beginning, perhaps even a quantum leap. Give in, dare to leap, even if fear attempts to hold you back. Trust the voice from within your heart.”
Out of that I made the affirmation: I change my inner sense of ALONEness to opportunity for personal development.
Back to today’s Oracle Report, in reviewing my Aug 19 reflections; I see that I had decided to study Remote Viewing to see if I could help humanity that way. Which hasn’t progressed that well for me. From guidance received yesterday, a better path has been indicated for me. One I feel more in alignment with. It is along the lines of learning to be of assistance in particular mental crisis situations. Stay tuned to see how this works out for me.
PS Today I even noticed a flag at a Post Office which appeared to be at half mast.