In Meditation my intention was that during that blank state, I would find release from my constant focus on prior negative situations and the resulting animosity stirred up within me. To rehash the past is to not live in the present. I consider this as a past life review, not a part of the present:
My realization was that in trusting major players in that story to have my best interest in mind, I released my focus (and responsibility) on my personal aspect of self discovery. I was gullible and native with a focus on being in the ‘good-graces’ of others. In thinking of the past, I am feeding the negative vibration of those who gleefully took advantage of me.
To rehash the past is to still live there, feeding the negative energy of the persons perceived as my problem. Not living in the present with the ability to see current beauty, love and light in its fullness.
Let animosity be gone – – released – – all were situations I volunteered to put myself in – – all is past.
With that release, I may now be free to discover what IS my heart’s desire …. to be open to receive intuition and inspiration going forward.
What did I learn, how did I grow by putting myself in those negative situations? Yet to be fully realized.
Divinity Within You 